Leave a message for Karyn
Your loving words of encouragement will keep Karyn's morale up when she needs it most. There are also many great success stories out there that would help her stay positive. Karyn would love to hear from you. Please leave a message via thePost a Comment link.
154 Comments:
karyn and jules:
have not gotten around to the champagne and chocolate yet, but jacqui and i will soon. you are constantly in our thoughts. rae and milford send their best wishes. i know with all this positive energy from your friends and family (it really is amazing but not surprising to see) and your own strength that we all have witnessed a thousand times before, you will be back soon chasing the kids (including jules) around bright and sunny fairfax.
love matt
Wow Ted - this is so cool. Karyn, isn't this cool!
The network of support and outpouring of love in the past 6 days has been astonishing Karyn. I've heard from so many people including Alison and Lisa Harris who i haven't talked to in so long. It's amazing how many lives you have touched so intimately. You are such a firey, bright light for all of us. You will beat this and you will have a throng of support each step of the way. Stay strong sistren!
Karyn and Julian~
Know that you are in my everyday thoughts and prayers. It's times like these that I wish that I was home in Marin to help you out! I am sending every positive ray of sunshine from San Diego to you. Know that I love you very much. I will enjoy a Christmas drink soon, and toast to your speedy recovery. Love To-To (Victoria) XOXO
I sent this to your e-mail last night, but post it here to be sure you get it....
Hi Karyn,
It's been more than ages since we were in touch, but Darce was kind enough to pass along the news of your hospitalisation, and Julian's updates about your tremendous courage and remarkable recovery. So, I wanted to let you know that even all the way over here in Stockhom, there's another "stupid" who's got you in his heart, is inspired by your amazing resilience and apparent good-humor through such a monstrous ordeal and who's also rootin' like crazy for the tumor tests to come up negative!
Having had an out-of-nowhere medical "shocker" hit my family in November, and now as I wait to become a father again literally any day now, I feel acutely aware of life's fragility just now and sympathise so profoundly with you, Julian, and your kids as you deal with all that you're going through. I also share what I can only imagine must be your collosal gratitude for the love of friends and the care of doctors.
I look forward to getting updates about your already heroic recovery and most of all to seeing you next time we're back in the States!
Hugest hugs,
Tim
Karyn,
I am so glad this blog is here so we can all send you strong and happy thoughts at any time of day or night from all over the world.
You have so many friends from all the different chapters of your life and I feel honored to be included in the huge amazing circle of love that is gathering around you and your family right now. I hope so much you can feel all the love and positive energy being channeled your way and it will bring you the strength you need to fight this!
We love you so much Karyn. Stay strong!
Big hug to you too Julian, I don't even have to be there to know you are doing an amazing job of taking care of everything.
xxoo Frankie
Karyn and Julian!
We have been thinking about you and following your progress via Stephanie... we're sending you love, strength and courage and know that you will get through this challenge!
Love to all of you,
Margeigh and Mike
464 0784
Karyn / Julian,
This IS cool! And it has Karyn's colors! It's true the energy that is buzzing through your wide circle of friends and family is positively amazing . . .how great it is to see the happiness that you have created around you channelled back this way? There is truly power in numbers to help you beat this, Karyn, and you will. Courage and determination are more than half the battle, and you have those in spades.
Come home soon so that we can all do that happy dance in person! Love and hugs to you both,
Darce
Hey Karyn,
Wow...
you have been on our minds constantly and we appreicate being a part of your huge support/fan base. Thinking of you especially this morning as it's Kindermusik Friday - I will miss you there today and Kenna is going to miss her "Sweetie". It looks like Carrie, Carolyn and I are going to dinner at Sorelia's next Thursday to have "YOUR" celebration dinner - we will toast you, sneak in strawberries and chocolate and send you some photos. We will visit as soon as the storms settles.
Love you Karyn :)
Amy, Pete, Kenna and Andie
Hi Karyn & Julian,
Julie & I were stunned to hear about the surgery and are glad you are recovering quickly. We are thinking of you constantly and eager to hear about more positive news.
Love Jory & Julie
Karen,
You don't know us but we give to you all the light energy and love as we can give. Light without heat healing energy and life. If you guys need anything we are here for you.
-W and L Storkson
Karyn -
You and your family have been in my thoughts and heart every day and will continue to be as you find your way through this. Your strength, courage and good humor are incredible - an inspiration, really. But I wouldn't expect anything less from such a beautiful (inside and out!) and strong woman. We are sending you much, much love and many positive vibes for a speedy recovery from Shotwell Street!
xoxo
Kristine + Jim + Roman + Luca
Karyn and Julian, know that I've been thinking about you everyday. Know that taking each day one at a time is much healthier than overwhelming yourself with what the future may or may not hold. Know that I am here for you and the rest of your family. I see all the energy and love Susan is pouring into your world, and it has rocked mine. Remember, there are plenty of success stories from other people in your shoes. Let us continue to celebrate each day. Welcome back to Marin! Keep on smiling.
~much love, Eric
Karyn,
Your strength, attitude and light have helped us all to heal as we traverse this journey with you in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. You, Julian and the kids are on my mind constantly and I send you heaps of energy and love. I look forward to seeing your bright smile as soon as you are ready. The photo of the champagne, chocolate and strawberry celebration will come soon!
Love,
Carolyn
Dear Karyn,
Deniz and I are also thinking of you, Julian, Aiden and Leineke every day with positive thoughts, loving and supporting cheers, feelings of great admiration for you and wishes that you continue to feel the intense level of determination you clearly have thus far. You are already moving past this challenge like a glorious sailing ship slowly gliding past the Pillars of Hercules. You will soon again be under full sail, back in safe, open waters with your family. You and Julian will rock your grandchildren in your arms because you must. You will always have this story to tell, this victory to be proud of. You will always be able to teach your kids how a tough challenge just invites you to get even more positive and envision success until the challenge has long since shrunken into the distance behind you.
With much love and admiration - oh I almost forgot - you and Julian will be the subjects of some of our bizarre culinary experiments in the coming weeks - please let us all know your favorite foods! :)
Love,
Clint, Deniz, Lara and Deren
P.S. Thanks to Susan and Ted for making this cool blog happen.
Hi sweet,
I'm posting this message to your blog, in case other folks are interested. This is the book I mentioned the other day, the one that Gail recommended. Two copies are on the way to your house. One for you and Jules, the other for your folks.
Surviving "Terminal" Cancer: Clinical Trials, Drug Cocktails, and Other Treatments Your Oncologist Won't Tell You About - Ben Williams
Hope the new room is bright. Let me know when you are ready for sunflowers.
Love you endlessly,
Mi
Dear Karyn and Jules,
You’ve been on my mind and in my prayers every second, as you have with all of us. I see you in the light and I know you’re in the light and will continue so as you make your way thru the recovery process. Every time I say the name “Karyn” in my head I’m filled with sunlight and it is blinding. This phenomenon started the moment I heard the news about your surgery. And then when I read Susan’s comment later in the week about the sun returning to Marin I thought, yes, so I’m not kooky, there really is all this sunlight around you right now. And this is all so good.
My boys and I are having our toast tonight during the party that my in-laws are throwing to celebrate the Seattle Seahawks first ever Super Bowl appearance; please note that we have officially changed the name of this party to the “Party to Celebrate Karyn’s Amazing Recovery”. The members of my family have all joined Karyn’s Community and are psyched to be in the club. My father-in-law has gone to the Mosque to pray, my mom and my mother-in-law (both practicing Catholics) are on the case, and my sibs are on board as well (mostly doing a Buddhist-type gig). My mother-in-law is very into the candle lighting thing and told me how she’d light a candle (she goes to church daily) but before you get too excited, please note one caveat, candle-lighting at her church is a bit cheesy: you put a quarter in the little box and then you “turn on” the candle—kind of like a teeny flashlight—there are no matches which isn’t very much fun as far as I’m concerned. Anyway, tonight there will be many of us celebrating your health and I look forward to sending you the pictures.
By coincidence—or not, I suspect—within 48 hours of your surgery two people came into my life who have been dealing with the same diagnosis (per the info I got from Jacqui) and have incredible success stories to tell which I will share more about in a future email. Karyn and Jules, I don’t know why this is happening in your life, I can’t imagine anyone does, but please know that I’m with you, as everyone else in your community so clearly is too, in every way I can be. I think of the things I’ve learned/heard/read over the years as I make my way down my path, about how we are all one or how time keeps everything from happening at once, and other various metaphysical mumbo jumbo, but I’m so comforted by these thoughts and they feel very real to me and I gather strength from them. And I’ll give you all the strength I have—I have plenty. Remember, you are both Aries (as am I) and we are warriors, and we thrive on stepping forward and taking the arrows. We thrive on it.
I’ll be out to the Bay Area later this Spring to see you, as it’s good for you, because, among other things, Beau wants another play date with Aidy. Also, Youssif is working at Berkeley Rep again: he goes into rehearsal on February 15 and will be in town thru mid-April. So I’m sure we’ll be seeing you soon. Until then I’m here if you need anything.
Love, Lisa
Karyn, Julian and family,
I write this on behalf of my family, Beth's family. It has been a pleasure to get to know you over the past couple of years.
We were very sad to receive the news about the cancer. Karen, you were so strong about Beth that I am sure that you will find the strength to fight this.
Karyn and Julian, we wish we were close enough to help with the everyday activities, as we know they are momumental. Not being able to do that, we'd like to offer what we can - our research. You have many decisions to make, many of which my family and I have researched. Please, please feel free to contact any of us about medicines, therapies or alternative options, as we'd be happy to send you what we found. My email is annchamberlin@adelphia.net
Much love,
Ann and Beth's family
Hey Nelson,
Been thinking about you all weekend and it has culminated in reading this wonderful set of comments. You are firmly in our hearts. Why do I smile every time I think of you? Please get plenty of rest and I love hearing the updates on your progress.
Lots of Love,
Paul
Dear Karyn,
Thank you so much for coming to Beth's little party. I am so sorry to hear about your sitaution. I wish that I could do something. Please use us as a resource. We would love to help in any way that we can.
I contacted Roger Ford and asked if he would include you in his healing meditation. I hope that you don't mind. He usually meditates on Tuesday at 6 pm for 15 minutes. Perhaps if you are able to you could try to sit quietly during that time.
All our love, Gail Gelles
Carissima Karyn,
Also your friends in Milano think of you... and very, very strong!
You are an international girl, you definitely need some Italian in your Blog: noi ti vogliamo un sacco di bene, sei una persona meravigliosa e ti aspettiamo in Italia con Julian e i bambini. (And if for some time you will not be allowed to fly-travel, then we will take a trip to California to see you, just like we did for your wedding).
We exchanged cards at Christmas time and everything seemed just perfect for you, Julian and the children. Then I received a message from Giorgio (whom I can never thank enough) and learnt of the nightmare you are going through. With the emails forwarded by Giorgio and now your Blog, we are so glad to know about your recovery and all the love and support around you. You deserve every single bit of it!
Ciao for now, we send you our love and bacioni. Un abbraccio da Elena e Guido
Cara Karyn,
as Elena perfectly stated you are an international girl, and your italian friends think of you also...from London. I writing from the City but looking forward to see you, Julian and the babies in Italy very soon. Ti siamo vicini e ti vogliamo bene. A presto. Guido
Mucho Healing Juju being sent yer way.
if there is anything at all ya'll need, just yell, 24/7.
Thanks so much for sending a message out today Jules.
You have no idea how any news of karyn's progress helps me get through the day. And I know there's at least 100 people out here that feel the exact same way.
I think I just want to know that she's feeling positive about getting her mobility back, positive about getting strong enough to handle the upcoming treatments and strong enough to recover.
We all need her in our lives and miss her so much!
Un abrazo grande.
Hi Karyn. You don't know me, but I know the wonderful guy who is your friend, Ted Meister.
Karyn, I am a cancer survivor. Almost one year ago today, on Feb. 4, 2005, I learned I had colon cancer. Two weeks later I had surgery to remove part of my colon. I then spent most of the rest of 2005 recovering from the surgery and going through 2 rounds of chemotherapy and 1 round of radiation treatment. There were times when all of that was almost unbearable. However, I made it through it all, and I'm now cancer-free!
You will be saying those same words, "I am a cancer survivor," soon. In fact, despite how you may feel at this moment and in the months to come, you can start saying them now. You are what you believe.
All of the medicine and medical technology will help you. But in the end, your positive frame of mind, and the love, good vibes, prayers and healing energy of your family and friends will be what makes the difference.
I was amazed, touched and overwhelmed by the outpouring of people - some of who I did not know - who pulled for me during that time of recovery. From the looks of things here, you will have the same wonderful power of everyone's energy behind you. You'll certainly have mine, my wife Cindy's, and a few dozen other people that we'll be sharing your story with.
You will get beyond all this, Karyn, and it will make your life better in the end. I know it's odd to say that about cancer, but it can be true. From what I've read here, you're already an incredible and strong person. This will make you even more so.
I send my healing energy and prayers to you, my fellow cancer survivor! - John Purdy, Dallas, Texas
Karyn,
I just wanted to drop you a note saying that I am thinking of you and your entire family and wishing you all the best. My father was diagnosed with multiple myeloma, a cancer of the plasma cells,this past year and has been recovering wonderfully well after his first stem cell transplant last November. I know you too will conquer this!
Love,
Jonathan
Hi Karen:
Maureen Breeze let us know about your illness.
We wish you speedy and complete recovery. Our thoughts are with you.
Brad Pine and Family
Dear Karyn,
on the other side of the planet there is somebody who has been thinking about you and praying that all of your incredible strength will come out during this hard time. Forza e coraggio!!!
Un grande abbraccio a te, a julian, e ai tuoi meravigliosi bambini.
we love you.
Cristina e Matt
Torino, Italy
Dearest Karyn,
When I heard of the news this AM from Todd Cassan, who heard it from Mo Breeze, I had to send this note to you... It has been a very long time since we last saw each other. From the posted pictures, I am glad to see that you have not lost the radiant smile, and the kids look absolutely beautiful (after you) It also brought back wonderful and cool memories from the past...
Looking at all the warm support surrounding you during this difficult period, I am certain that your strength and determination will come out ahead. I, along with many others, will be praying for your quick + complete recovery.
Love Always,
Hyun
Hi Karyn,
I don't have much to say that I haven't told you already - I'm just thinking about you again so I thought I'd write a quick note.
This weekend the girls are finally getting together for that champagne celebration, you being the guest of honor! Don't worry - there will be photos, and I believe video so we can share the evening with you, and (depending on how embarrassing the pictures are)perhaps here too.
I can't wait until the time comes when we can spring you for a couple hours, or come visit you en masse and have a little party WITH you! (Don't tell the doctors ;)
In the meantime get lots of rest and feel all the love coming your way.
S
Karyn - I posted a message earlier about my survival from colon cancer. I wanted to also leave you this web link to the blog that my wife Cindy built for me. Perhaps there are parts of it that you will find helpful. Our best wishes go out to you. - John & CIndy Purdy
http://www.cindyrodella-purdy.com/JP_01_Jan_2005.htm
K & J - I really like what Ted's friend John Purdy said...You are what you believe. We believe in you both so much right now. *s, e, r & g
Karyn,
I feel so out of touch since you left UCSF and we lost our roommate, Julian. Please know that even if you don't see my face at your bedside, I am thinking of you constantly.
Even in your absence, you are brining all of your incredible girlfriends together. We are emailing and calling each other constantly. And we can't wait until we can see you in person again.
I've found two good resources for you after you get home. One for mothers who need physical assistance and another that is a support group for cancer survivors. You are a survivor!
I love you and miss you.
Hi Karyn:
I am thinking about you so much every day and sending all my strength and positive energy your way. I loved looking at the photos -- so funny to even see some from way back in claremont days! Just want you to know that there is power in numbers and you have so many friends and family who are pulling for you -- you are always with us in our hearts and minds and we will be cheering you on, every step of the way to your recovery. I hope you can draw on our collective energy to help you whenever you need extra strength. You are one special person, Karyn, and you are loved by many.
much love and lots of hugs -
Kim
Dear Karyn-
I think about you everyday and send you strength.
What a wonderful community of friends and love you have brought together! I hope you feel the love and support. It is you who has brought us all together.
You are an amazing and wonderful person, so much caring and compassion. I felt this way the first day I met you.
You have always had a lot of strength, but remember your friends do to. So please lean on us on the days you need to.
I will continue to send you warm and healing thoughts every day.
Love to you and your family...
Amy B.
Karyn,
I only today got the news of your surgery and illness so wanted to make sure to send my love, support, prayers and cheers to you for being so strong. I treasure your friendship and appreciate what you've brought to the book club. I can't wait to talk to you about Memoirs of a Geisha. We will toast you at our next meeting with some champagne and chocolate covered strawberries for sure. I really hope to see you soon.
Love,
Sarah
Karyn - I knew there was a reason why I sent you that package after not having seen you since our "retreat" in Laguna. It wasn't a coincidence. You were in [still] my thoughts. I pray for you everyday & send you my most positive thoughts. I've been going through my photos and have come across some fun memories like camping in Big Sur after the Dead show. I'd love to share them with you. I look forward to seeing your beautiful face soon. Please know that your spirit is in our hearts!
Love,
Suzanne & Dennis
Carissima Karyn,
I'm Aldo I was in team with Elena ,Rossana and Giovanna in the last century....
Friendship goes thru time and space and last time Elena gave me your news was December.I saw a beautiful picture of your childrens and now would like to send all of our love to you and your family.
Un grande abbraccio
Aldo Federica Martina
Hi Karyn,
I hope this message finds you well. In imagining Julian reading to you, it got me thinking what short story might be enjoyable, and I remembered JOhn Muir's "Stickeen", the story about a small dog who through sheer determination and heroism survived an ordeal in the Arctic. It may sound bleak, but it's very to the point and uplifting - it's only 11 pages. I'll email it to Julian and the two of you can see if you'd like to read it!
Keep up your amazing efforts - it's so great to hear how well you're doing.
Love, Clint
Dear Karen~
My goodness. You are so blessed with an enormous group of loving supportive friends and family. The outpour of love is quite moving.
We have known each other for only a short time but it has been easy to see what an exceptional woman and wife and mother you are. I am glad that we are friends.
We will have strawberries & champagne & definitely dark chocolate in your honor at the meeting next Friday. Our little ladies book club is eager to have you return.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Allyson
Karyn, I am sending positive juju from Chicago. I've been thinking about you a lot. It has been such a pleasure to work with you and become your friend over the years. We have done so much great work together-- and I think we should plan on doing more down the road. Focus now on getting better; and your beautiful family. Hello Julian -I hope you've had time to take some deep breaths. Love, Susan
p.s. I showed my friend who owns the shop where I got Kiki's kimono her picture wearing it, and she loved it so much she asked for a copy to put up on display,with the other kimonos. I hope that is ok.-- an uncomissioned modeling job-- and at her age!! .
Hi Karyn,
Sunny Greetings from Portland, Oregon. And thanks to Thet for sending me this blog where I have read every word, perhaps twice. Cate and I have been thinking about you all the time and send you our love. Keep up the good work on the PT. I'd write more, but a screaming baby is requesting otherwise.
Love, Robert, Cate and Screaming Baby John
Dearest Karyn:
I love the thought of you falling asleep to all these words of encouragement, support, and love. We are thinking of you and your family all the time, and sending positive thoughts your way each day for a speedy recovery and return home. Please know that we love you very much and will do whatever we can to support all of you.
Love Suzanne, Gabriel, and Amala
Dear Karyn
I heard the news of your surgery from my sister Abby. I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and I will be pulling for you here in PA.
Colleen
Karyn,
I heard this morning from Mithet about your recent surgery. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Courage and a positive attitude have always been a part of who you are. Those qualities will once again be there to guide you through this. If there is ever anything I can do for you or your family, please let me know.
Love to you and your beautiful family,
Chris
Dear Karyn,
You are in our thoughts and prayers every day. It is encouraging and inspiring to hear about your daily progress, and to see the incredible support of this wonderful community of friends. We also want you to know that we are moving to a new place in Fairfax and look forward to helping in every way we can. Lots of love, Peter and Amy
Dear Karyn and Jules,
We are thinking of you each day and send our love. We're getting ready for a visit with you and the kids to Laguna this summer.
Since Matt and Jacqui's wedding we have this picture of the two of you....and the happiness and grace you bring to every human contact.
Thanks.
Rae and Mil Wyman
Karyn,
It has been a long while since CMC and I was thinking how could it seem like a million years and yesterday at the same time. I remember our senior canoe trip and still smile at the good times and reggae music that was shared. I have kept up to date from Jonathan and Robert via Thet and was pleased to hear as your beautiful family has grown. I was thinking of you on Bob Marley's birthday a week ago.
I wanted to send you positive vibrations and Jah love from Santa Cruz where I now live with my wife Jen and 2 kids Joseph(4) and David (2).
Jah / God / our higher power has hands big enough for the entire world and yet small enough to hold just you and your family to help carry you through these difficult times.
Ti voglio tanto bene,
Neil
neilriva@gmail.com
Dear Karyn,
Abby sent me an e-mail so that I could access your blog net. I was so sorry to learn of your illness and surgery but happy to learn you are doing well. I will remember you in my prayers as you return to good health.
Abby's mom, Pattie
Carissima Karyn -
So glad that you were able to see Thet and Jacqui this weekend and even see a bit of the Sat night video . . .it was so good to be with your brilliant, caring and very witty friends and feel you in the room - I swear I could hear you laughing with us, especially during that debate about whether or not you really had a "gym rat" period . . .we will let you settle the score on that one at a later date :)
We are all very excited to plan the next Aries Fest (where we can toast you in person!) and especially to train for and do the Walk with you! You're a fighter, a winner and a survivor my friend, and we're all cheering madly!! Love and hugs,
Darce
Hi Karyn.
First, a quick Aries Fest recollection: Cate and I were visiting Sonoma in April 2004, luckily the same weekend as Aries Fest. You were pregnant, as was Thet, and I said something like "well, maybe Cate and I will have a family someday" (although we weren't even engaged yet) and you both basically said, "well, you'd better get moving on that. tick tock." Sure enough, just 11 months later, Cate popped out a little baby boy - an Aries to boot! So I did take your advice to heart, and now, with an Aries baby, I believe that entitles me to attend future Aries Fests.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know you have created and were blessed with an inner strength that is basically off the charts.
I am on my 3rd glass of champagne. Yesterday, I polished off the chocolate.
Love, Robert
Dear Karyn,
I will be thinking of you and saying a prayer around 3 pm everyday. You are working so hard and doing so well.
Keep up the good work. You are amazing you know! I can already see you all healed.
Love,
Deniz
Hi everyone...
I just wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. It is so hard for me to be down here in San Diego. I feel so far away. Karyn, I don't know if your parents are still up there, but if so, I'd be more than happy to look in on the house, water the plants, or check in on the dog. If there is anything I can do to make it easier for them/you, please let me know. I love you so much, and will pray everyday at 3pm. Know that you are part of my family, and can't wait for your speedy recovery. I am with you in spirit.
Love, To-to :)!
Ciao Karyn,
I just talked with Elena some minutes ago from snowing Warsaw and both thinking of you all. We hope you're doing well and look forward to see you very soon.
Ciao e a presto.
Guido
Dear Karyn,
You are in our thoughts here, and we are part of your prayer network. The dark chocolate here is flowing in your name and we look forward to sharing it with you. The bay bridge and sun is smiling today with particular warmth here at Pier 38 as I write, for you I think because we know you are getting well. You are such a brave, talented and beautiful woman. We look forward to seeing you very soon and send all of our positive thoughts your way. Take good care, it is very apparent here that you are well loved.
Erika from Holey Associates
Hi Karyn,
I just wanted you and your family to know that we are thinking of you and sending positive thoughts your way. We are here for you and your family. I'm not surprised that you have so much support since you and your family are such loving and kind people. Please let us know if there is anything you need.
Love,
Ginna (Abby's mom from SAMS)
Karyns,
Heylo...!!
How did you let that thing get into your beautiful mind?
I am so relieved to hear that are recovering quickly and tearing thru your physical terapia. You go and knock the socks off any lingering junk in your cabeza...:)
You are in my prayers, Karyn Nelson.
Love,
Bryan Palmer
Karyn,
I received word of your ordeal from Bryan this morning. It was a rather unpleasant bit of déjà vu having received a similar call at the same time a few years back concerning cancer and another “influential” woman in my life. Suffice it to say your challenge is very real to me.
To cover all bases I’m assembling a Singapore based coalition of the willing including a Taoist, Parsi, and a couple of secular Muslims to hit the prayer angles not yet addressed. You should feel the extra power soon.
I think Yellowman said it best so I’ve chosen "Zungguzungguguzungguzeng" as my personal prayer mantra. Let my energy and the memories that “bubble” with this verse and that carefree time bolster your spirit and speed the healing.
To say you’re in my thoughts would be nothing new. Just remember, hypochondriacs always get well – that’s the irony of the condition. You’ll pull through and I can’t wait to have a good long laugh about the whole thing once you do.
Let me know as soon as you’re well enough to receive visitors and I’ll be on a plane in a monkey’s heartbeat.
Love,
Keith
Hi Karyn- It's Weds and I'm wearing my orange sweatshirt today because it makes me think of you. Yesterday I wore red, but with other "Karyn" colors. This is my way of keeping you in my mind all day long and I'm saying my mantra in every free moment.
Matthew and I have you and Julian in our hearts, we love you guys and we will always be here for whatever you need, whenever you need it.
Love, Robynne
Hi Karyn. I just heard about what is happening to you. Not a week ago I sent you an email letting you know that I am coming to SF for a week next month and hoped to spend some time with you and Julian, meet the kiddies, have some laughs. I thought it was odd that i had not heard back so I even checked my spam folder this morning to see if you had written back .. and then Kymm called to share the news. I know how strong you are and how well you take care of yourself and others and I have no doubt that you will come all the way back. I have always missed not being able to see you and hang out with you like we did when we were younger. If you promise to get better I promise to make the trek to see you and your beautiful family at least twice a year. I have some more mix CDs for you - I hope you are feeling well enough for visitors the last week of March becaue I will be there.
Love,
brian mcpherson
I have so many thoughts in my head right now...where to begin? Your presence in this world is a blessing. Your smile can melt glaciers. I miss you. I hope to be in SF in April and would love to see you. I know you are strong but how can I help? My thoughts are with you and I am certain that through the powers of the most high, this too shall pass.
Jim Roppo
jim.roppo@umusic.com
Hi Julian and Karyn,
I am not sure if your friend Lisa Harris has told you about us or not. My sister Lynda is of friend of Lisa's. My wife Andrea had surgery on December 4, 2005 to remove a mass, which turned out to be a glioblastoma. We have three chidren, Lauren age 11, Rachael age 9 and Andrew age 7. We went to the doctors office for a sinus headache that my wife could not shake for about 2 weeks. Two days later, our lives were completely changed. The radiation sessions are almost over 7 left... some hair loss, and she has energy enough to correct the kids homework and make some dinners... she is still mommy to them and my wife to me... We would love to hear from you.
Keep the faith...
Donald and Andrea
radal3@aol.com
hi karyn, just wanted to let you know how amazed and inspired we are with your determination and spirit, but also to let you know (what of course you know anyway) how incredible julian is. he is really keeping it together. he loves you so much and, next to john, he is perhaps the most amazing father. rest easy knowing he is giving all those extra kisses to the kids until you are home again giving them yourself!! which may be soon it sounds like. all of our taylor team love going your way.
love gabby (and john, cameron and natalie)
gmt67@comcast.net
Hello Dear Karyn,
I worked with Julian at LucasArts when you were first dating, and remember how happy he was to meet you, and how he would say, "I don't know, I think this is the one, I just can't explain it, it's some kind of cosmic power". He was so jubilant and grateful and proud, and the way he has talked about you ever since has blown my mind with the way you have chosen to live your lives together: with honesty, clarity, integrity and always with love as the deepest intention in everything. Your life has such a huge and wonderful impact on people you might not even know (or know peripherally, like me) as stories about your courage and joy and beauty are threaded into the fabric which connects us all. Thank you for the beauty you have already shared with us. Sending you sincere huge love and good energy for your continued recovery. You're amazing, and are healing every second. Hooray! Love, Khris Brown
Salut!
Our connection to the outside world is finally established and I can now send greetings from Montreal! I was so anxious to see if there was any word from you two and am delighted to find a way to connect with you (and a larger, wonderful community!) from so far away.
You have been in my thoughts absolutely every day since we (thankfully!) last spoke. I am not at all surprised to hear that you are progressing so well, Karyn, as you are by far one of the strongest women I know. I am so sorry for the timing of all of this as I wish I could be there to offer tangible support, especially for those two wee ones who stole my heart! I miss them so very, very much and would love nothing more than to care for them during this process. Please, please, please hug and kiss Aidy and Kiki for me and tell them how much I miss them. We hope to visit as soon as we can.
Karyn, I want to thank you for the support and excitement you offered as we decided to make this move, even though it meant losing your nanny. I am breathing in the beauty and uniqueness of Montreal for you! We truly love it here and I will send pictures soon.
Please know that I am sending as much positive energy and love as I can possibly muster to all of you. Continue to be strong!
Smiles, Kisses, and Hugs,
Keri
Hi Karyn,
I bet if someone just stumbled upon this blog, they would have to meet you. There's just so much love here...you bring it out in all of us.
My mom remembers you from Jacqui's wedding as that lovely girl who looks like Lady Di and spoke Italian so beautifully. She had a mass said in your name at her church. I pray all the time, but I'm a firm believer little old Italian ladies have a direct line to God.
Dennis and I think of you all the time. I plan on putting all my publicity skills to good use (for a change!) to organize the biggest celebration bash on the planet when all this is over.
All good vibes, positive energy and lots and lots of love...
Kymm
Hi Karyn....
This note comes to you from Roy and Brenda Mills in San Ramon, CA. We heard about your situation and this blog from our dear friend, Dani Nolan, and wanted to share some encouragement with you. Brenda is recovering from treatments from a very aggressive breast cancer... so even though we don't have all the specific information in your situation, we can certainly understand many of the issues that you and your family must be going through. Brenda was a "poster child" patient and we tried our best to do everything like her mediacal team encouraged.... and she is doing great! You too, will find comfort in your pursuit of health and by keeping your attitude positive, there is so much to learn and be gained from these trials in life. Our faith in a divine creator is even stronger now and we are praying for your comfort and recovery with your loving family. Take care..... you are a special creation! Roy and Brenda Mills.
Karyn,
Abby gave us the news of your illness and I just wanted you, Julian and the kids to know that Jonathan, Annika, Charlotte and I are thinking of you and your family every single day. We're sending positive healing vibes and the strength, energy and endurance to get through your varous treatments. We'll be saying a big prayer for your rapid recovery.
Love. Lisa (Holliday)
Ciao bella!
I'm about to go home after a long day's work - same old bad habits...
Guess for whom is my last thought before I shut down my laptop? It's for la mia amica Karyn. You cannot imagine how happy we are for you leaving the Rehab Center on Feb. 27 - I already marked the calendar, it's going to be a great day also for the Milan Chapter of the Karyn's Fan Club... I might stop at the bar in Viale Piceno where we use to have those morning cappuccino's (never went there since you left) and have a special one for you.
Guido is coming back from Germany tonight and sends his love.
You are very special to us, Karyn.
Un bacio grande.
Elena
3:00 has become a very sacred time in my day. I feel the connection and i feel the healing going your way.
Dear Karyn,
I wanted to drop you a note tonight to let you know you are in my thoughts. I have no doubt that you will get through this and be stronger (if possible!) for it. I am very, very much looking forward to visiting you, Julian and the children at home when we visit. We will celebrate your home-coming here on Monday! And I feel much better now as I have found the pictures of the children you sent at Christmas and have decorated my fridge with them. They make me smile.
Much Love,
Keri
P.S. It snowed all night last night and the city was absolutely beautiful this morning!
Dear Karyn, Jules and Family,
We are so pleased to hear you are recovering well and in good spirits! We just want to let you guys know that we have been keeping you in our prayers and want to offer any help or assistance with anything you might need. With being 2 doors down, please drop off your kids to play when you need it, we are here to support you all.
Yesterday, Aidan, Tyler and Oliver dug a knee deep, 3 foot wide trench in Tracey's backyard, they were having a ball! When I came over, Aidan, looked at me, super seriously, and said, "does he HAVE to go home now?" it was really cute, and they were so in their element. I know Emie would love to share her babies with Kiki, so please don't ever hesitate...whatever you guys need.
love to you and the whole family. Big hugs and Love coming to you from 52 WIllow.
:) Love Tom,Ty,Oli and Emma
My Dearest Karyn~
I heard from a little birdy today, that you are coming home tomorrow! I am so happy to hear the good news. I know that you will heal much faster on Willow with your babies by your side. My little pumpkins are magical, as you know. :)! I will continue to think of you at three o'clock. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I had a champagne truffle for you tonight, I thought I might as well combine the two! Hugs and Kisses. XOXO
With Love Always, To-To
Hi Karyn
I am making some CDs for you so get ready for that. Looking forward to the walk in May and hopefully visiting in March. Jeff Repetto, Tom Jozwiak and Charlie D'Agostino send their love and best wishes.
love, brian
Dear Karyn,
I guess I'm in on the loop late--it sounds like today you are back at home. Congrats, that must feel wonderful! Geez, Karyn, what an odyssey. I am impressed with the strength of your spirit as you walk through the challenge Life is bringing you. Impressed, but not surprised. :) Your beautiful energy is what radiates in all of this. Life is really no more than how we live every day, and you are setting for all of us a beautiful example of grace. Thank you.
I send my love with you as you progress through this journey.
Your friend,
Lynette
Welcome Home Karyn,
I wanted to let you and Julian know that Marcus and I are thinking about both of you. I read the messages from all your friends tonight and was awestruck by the love coming your way from around the world! Karyn, you are an amazingly strong person and Julian, you are an incredible husband and father!
With much love,
Cecily
Karyn.
You really rock! You have so many people who love you! I knew when I first met you that you are special. You have these uncommon qualities of selflessness and positivity and it shines through even at the most challenging times. When I first started to babysit for you I grew to really admire your spirit. I would hold Leni and look at your photos around your house of your life and really enjoy myself. You really do rock, your one of the coolest, out of all the woman I have met. I know you will prevail through this experience and take from it a lesson that will broaden your definition of life.
To Julian, Leni, and my "partner", you guys are the best bunch of people I ever met. Julian it's a good thing she has you. The greatest alternative medicine is love.
Karyn, I have read all the posts and I can see your progress. I'm so proud of you!
With so much love.....Sandra
Karyn, we are all praying for your quick and full recovery. Delighted to hear you are home with the family. All our best.
Jeff
Karyn,
I am keeping track of your progress and thinking of you everyday. I am so happy you are home and make such good progress.
All the best.
Jean Goldman
Karyn,
3:00pm PST is 7:00am in Singapore so you now have a dedicated time slot in between Cheerios and chasing Ethan around the house with his school uniform. I trust the positive vibrations are getting through. Hang tough.
P.S. Hope the comb-over is working for you.
Love Keith
Karyn,
I was thinking about you today and sending you positive thoughts and prayers. I was glad to hear you are back at home.
It is amazing the power that the mind can have in healing the body. But even more amazing is the power of the spirit to triumph, and embrace us through life's challenges and changes. You have a beautiful spirit and strong mind!
Ti voglio tanto bene,
Neil
neilriva@gmail.com
Karyn,
Jen and I think about you every day, you're an amazing person... we need you back! so get better soon.
Andrew and Jen Little
Karyn,
out here in freezing Connecticut (we just had 6 inches of snow!) but thinking of you every day. So happy to hear you are now at home that must feel SO wonderful to now see the kids every day. To be away from them so much must have been very hard. I am glad I have seen your house and can picture you moving around there and gaininng strength from that environment of your incredible family. Hope your progress will now go in leaps and bounds and that you can get the rest you need!
much love and un abbraccio fortissimo!
Frankie
Hello My Friends,
I am still thinking of you everyday and hope all is well at home. I love typing that!
I wanted to drop you a note to tell you that yesterday I was showing off your beautiful children to my landlord who of course melted, as we all do upon seeing them. Afterwards we went out to do a bit of shopping and she took me to one of her favorite fine food shops. As we were perusing the shelves of yumminess, I let out a shriek when I saw a row of O Olive Oil products! I was so excited and began singing their praises and telling her about you designing their lables and packaging. It was fantastic! As bizarre as it sounds, it made me feel so connected to you just seeing your design on that shelf. I saw it as a sign that there is no stopping you - you will go wherever you wish and accomplish everything you desire. I firmly believe that.
Of course, it made me extremely homesick at the same time, but I am going back for a bottle of their phenomenal Meyer Lemon Olive Oil to make me feel better - the one you gave me for my birthday last year. I have the striped canister on an open shelf in my kitchen. Of all the things I got rid of for the move, that was something I couldn't part with! :)
Please kiss those babies for me!
Love to all of you,
Keri
Dear Karyn,
Each morning the first thing I do is open up this web page. I read and re-read all the messages. It makes me feel connected to you: hearing about your recovery and seeing the comments of your many friends, some whom I’ve known throughout the years, it is so satisfying. I’m struck again and again by the rich, rich life you’ve created. At 6pm every night I join the folks around the world in prayer. It is a perfect time: often I can be seen talking to myself on the subway, or as I’m walking down Canal street. I fit right in: it is NYC after all, no one gives me a second look.
I had two dreams of you in the past week. In the first one, you were standing in your sunny kitchen. Your kids were running around and you were making me an espresso in your old fashioned espresso pot that you taught me how to use way back when. You were buff and muscular—you’d clearly been working out. You were telling me how strong you are and how you could handle anything. And all I could think was how you were bigger and stronger than me and gee I wouldn’t want to have an arm wrestle with you.
In the second dream I ran into you in the middle of the crosswalk at the intersection of 86th and Lexington, near my home in Manhattan. You had come to NY to visit me. Your hair was in a short style (the current flip/bob one that Sienna Miller and Paris Hilton are sporting) and you looked very hot. And you were like, “Here I am!” And you looked so at home in the hustle and bustle of New York City, just like the world traveler I know you to be.
I’m not a dream analyzer nor do I care to be one, the important thing is that I woke up feeling like I’d had a visit with you; and you were healthy and fully recovered and beautiful, and I woke up so happy. I truly can’t wait to see you soon.
All my love, Lisa
Dearest Karyn and Julian,
Praise God for your progress! He is hearing all of the prayers being lifted up for you! He is a good God and has great plans for you! He is a God of miracles, a God who has the power to heal!
You two are an inspirational couple, you have handled what you have been given with such grace. You are amazing!
Jeff and I are praying for you, you are always in our hearts. We will continue to believe God for your complete healing and restoration. Stay strong and positive, continue believing!
We love you and are so proud of you!
Jeff, Nora and Trevor
Hi Karyn,
Just wanted to share with you and everyone else how great it was to see you the other day. You are so clearly getting stronger and stronger, warrior that you are, and you looked so great and of course so stylish (as we would all expect from you!)in the adorable cap that Jacqui gave you.
Obviously all the thoughts, prayers, meditation, etc., that this vast group of people is sending your way daily is having a very positive effect on you.
You are inspirational.
Love,
S
hi karyn and jules! l love to read all your messages, you two have so many people who are supporting you. i was so excited to read about your progress. i know that comes from all your hard work and determination. you two are great role models for your children...for all of us. i love you both.
love gabby
Hello, Karyn and Julian!
Thank you so much, Julian, for the update on Karyn's progress. I am so very excited to hear that the treatments are nearly finished and know in my heart they were a success. I don't know - I think I vote for the car plan!
I cannot believe it has only been a couple of months since you started down this path, as it seems like years since I have seen you. I still miss you all every day and will keep the good, positive energy flowing your way.
It is above freezing today and for that I am glad! There are many birds out and actual ground to be seen under the melted snow. Spring is surely on its way! May the rain stop indeed and the warmth and new growth of the season fill your days!
All my love,
Keri
My Dearest Karyn~
I just wanted to let you know that I'll be thinking of you today! I am so happy for you! The last day, yeah!!! In spirit of you, I am going to a Black Eyed Peas concert tonight! I will be thinking of your family and their love of music! It was so wonderful to see you while I was home!!! I love you all so much! Please let me know if there is anything I can do!!! I wish you all the best today and always! Hugs and kisses! XOXO
To-to
It's a beautiful morning here in Los Angeles. We had a big rain yesterday and now the sky is turqoise with big white fluffy clouds. A good day, a big day - your last radiation session. We're all sending an extra dose of prayers and postivie thoughts your way. One of my all time favorite songs for your list is Van Morrison's "And the Healing Has Begun". Play it loud.
Big love.
-j
Hi Karyn,
Although I haven't seen you in probably 20 years, as I reflect on your news, which I heard from Jacqui today, here is what comes up.
I can't think of many people I've come across that have your personal warmth, radiance, and lightness, an angelic quality that must come from somewhere deep inside or beyond. As I learn more about how you've lived your life it is clear you're blessed with courage, toughness, creativity, openness, and compassion, all of which will serve you well right now. As I read the posts of your friends and family it is inspiring to see the wonderful community of committed and loving people who care what happens to you and your family. I'm sure that energy and love is having a positive impact on your energetic and physical health every day.
Please add me to the list of people who now have your situation and the importance of your well being in my awareness and know that I'll be pouring my prayers and positive energy in with all the rest.
Connect with that energy as often and as deeply as you can, keep faith and love for yourself in your heart, stay grounded in all those extraordinary parts of you that will see you through this, and remember that no matter what you may hear, or what doubts or fears may creep in, your life is a unique and creative process that flows from love, and miracles do happen all the time.
When none of that seems to be working, try and find something absurd to laugh at :).
God bless you and everyone who is sending you their love,
Fred Studier
Dear Karyn
Jacqui just let me know about your situation and about how fantastically brave and strong you have been. This is to send you and your family my love and the most positive vibes to help support your recovery. You are in my thoughts. With love. Michaelx
Karyn,
We just recently got the heads-up about this blog, and are so gladdened by not only the reports on your amazing progress, but by the astounding community of friends and family surrounding you.
We continue to send prayers and healing thoughts to you and your family!
with warmest wishes,
kim, damian and sophie
Karyn,
I don't know what to say! I'm just so sorry
that you have to be sick right now. I'm
sending all my positive vibes your way. And
I'm seeing a future in which you're as good
as gold! Stay strong, girl, here's to your
superhuman strength!!
Love, Polly
Carissima Karyn,
come va? I want to tell you something nice. Beatrice wrote me she was coming to Milan for a trade-show and guess... I'm going to see her on Saturday morning!
That's so nice, we will make plans for your walk in May, etc.
I'm very much looking forward to seeing her and to listening to all the news.
I read every line of Julian's posts, it is so great to learn about every little or big progress you make -- and all the hard work it takes. Sei bravissima, continua così, noi ti pensiamo sempre e tanto.
Thank you Julian for all the updates, they make us feel closer to you and la bella Karyn!
Ciao, un grande abbraccio a voi e ai bambini.
Elena (and Guido, in Madrid today)
Hi Karyn,
My sister is Susan Greenwood--I am Tricia. I have been following your progress via Su (how Eric hates the name "Su") and I am so touched by the support you have of family, friends and in some cases, even total strangers. I am even more impressed with your resolve and spirit--you go girl! You have so much positive karma around you that I just had to reach out. All I say is LIVE, LOVE and LAUGH. But my very best advice is what I give to my son: be good, but if you aren't good, just don't be foolish enough to get caught!! Enjoy the day--you are truly loved.
All the best to you and your family,
Tricia Greenwood
Hi Karyn! Forest and I got the initial email about your illness from Julian in February and have been thinking of you. I saw my cousin Suzanne at a family gathering in Ontario last week and she forwarded us the link to this awesome blog. It is GREAT to hear about your progress and have a way to stay in touch!
We are living in Seattle and love it. After your recovery, you must come with the family and visit us.
I keep thinking back to that Puffin Party at Steve Whitney's cabin on the coast, hanging out with you on the porch and hearing your stories about college and Italy and it makes me smile! It seems like a 100 years ago (sigh). I'll never forget the one about the laundry, I tell that one to other people all the time.
Here's our life in pictures, you can see how big our kids are getting.
http://forest.phanfare.com
Lots of love from the two of us, hugs and kisses, kitty whiskers, spring blossoms, seashells and prayers to the Great Mother,
Cristina and Forest Key
Karyn,
Congratulations for graduating and putting the daily 3:15 appointments behind you forever! I think about you all the time, and i'm rooting for you on the sidelines. Love Sandra
Hi there,
I heard about this blog through cribceiling.blogspot.com, and am sending huge positive vibes your way!!!
Hey Karyn,
I heard about your story through a co-worker, Jacquie Lopez. You are not alone! We found out my husband had a GBM right around Christmas and have been reeling ever since. He too has had a surgery, radiation and chemo. He's doing great and is strong. I think Jacquie gave your our information and we have done tons of research, if you ever want to ask quesitons or vent, feel free to send it my way :) Hang in there!!! Andrea Pace: www.pace-family.com
I am sending you my thoughs, prayers, and wishes of health and happiness.
Hello Karyn and Julian, I had a free minute at the restaurant and thought I'd send you a hello -- filled with hope and love. You're always on my mind. I hope you have a peaceful Easter (and the kids find lots of eggs)! Love, Susie in Chicago!
Karyn,
Sorry to hear you are back in the hospital, how unfair life can be. I pray for to have strength every day. My wife Mary had a GBM,with radiation and surgeries for the tumor and necrosis (dead tissue). I truly feel for both you and Julian and your family. I am wishing you both all the best.
Ti Voglio Tanto Bene,
Neil
neilriva@gmail.com
Carissima Karyn,
Buon Compleanno, tanti auguri con il cuore e con tanto affetto. The new surgery was the very last thing we would have thought of opening your blog today. We wait to hear from Julian, we'll be thinking of you. We gave Beatrice a little care package and a card for you - Happy Birthday! Forza Karyn, forza Julian, keep strong. A big hug and much love to you - Elena e Guido
Karyn,
I am sure you so not remember me, I was a friend of both Kim and Darce in college. I recently spent some time w